I'm soooooooo over this!!!! can't sleep, can't go to the bathroom, can't get comfortable. I wish…

I'm soooooooo over this!!!! can't sleep, can't go to the bathroom, can't get comfortable. I wish Jayden would just come already. such a blessing to get to have my baby girl, but I'm NEVER doing this again. On top of that, the lonely feeling I always have. My baby daddy is the worst & my "friends" are no where to be found and have been missing for a while now.. just ready for this all to be over and to get to feeling back to my normal self again. God be with me. 😫🙌🏽😢