I feel sooo ugly lately and with working now I don't put on make up because honestly I can't see…

I feel sooo ugly lately and with working now I don't put on make up because honestly I can't see myself waking up any earlier then I already do just to struggle to put makeup on my fat ass face that I don't know my way around anymore! It's so frustrating, I just wanna hide under a rock tbh. I'm trying not to let this get to my but it's hard & I've honestly never have self image issues so idk what it is but I real life feel ugly af.