My mil is coming to visit again.. those who have read my post know she is very stressfull, annoying,…

My mil is coming to visit again.. those who have read my post know she is very stressfull, annoying, a liar, and hardly clean...

Im very.. very anxious and angry at the thought of her holding my son, but she is the grandmother.. And I cant just deny her to hold him, that would be cruel. Boy do I still hate her..