I am anxious but extremely excited to start this new journey . This journey of being a mom of two…

I am anxious but extremely excited to start this new journey . This journey of being a mom of two kids one being 7 going on 17 🙄 & my other little bundle of joy who's face I can't wait to kiss on . Ever since my experience with my last pregnancy, I have prayed to God that he'd send me a loving man who can keep my attention for more than a week , we grow & build together , get married & then have kids . Well I guess God wanted me to be a mom first instead of a wife but I'm perfectly okay with that . Lol my newborn baby is gonna have one amazing father . & my oldest is going to finally know what a real family is . I'm so used to doing everything on my own . Spending my nights up every two hours by myself , feeding , changing & comforting my baby while getting ready for class the next morning. Going to school then coming home & doing the same thing over again . But now the only thing I have to worry about is Aidens dad spoiling him before I do 😂😂 & I love it . Knowing I'm not alone this time makes me happy . Words can't describe this feeling . ❤️💙