so im going to get my boyfriend a book of pictures of him and our son for his birthday! he loves pictures so hes going to love this book. ❤ his birthday is Thursday

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Ok moms help me out am I tripping.....so my fiance and i are going camping with a few of his friends and their girlfriends in july on the 21st anyways so he invited oneof his female friends he didnt mention that I was going or that his friends girlfriends are going all he said was that him and his homies are going camping if she wants to come am I wrong for being upset

My babyboy gained his Angel wings today at exactly 34 weeks. Weighing in at 4 pounds 7 ounces and 17 inches long. He was born today (on his daddy's birthday) at 2:40 pm. Fly high babyboy. Mommy and daddy love you so much.
Jason Andrew Colley 7/15/15

My son with his new baby sister. I can't get over how precious this picture is :) He is SUCH a proud big brother! He wants to hold and love her so much!