Just venting for a minute. I've been crying on and off all day, it sucks. I started off the day…

Just venting for a minute. I've been crying on and off all day, it sucks. I started off the day fine. My mom came and stayed last night since my dad was sick and my fiancée was working a 12 hour overnight shift. Woke up and the day was ok. He came home and slept because we were going to a BBQ at his families this afternoon and he was working another 12 hour overnight shift tonight. Everything was fine until we got home from the BBQ. He left our son in the car seat in the car so I struggled to get in the door with the baby, diaper bag and my purse. Then he took a nap for an hour before he left for work and I've been sad ever since. I'm so sick of living so far from anything to do and all of my family and friends. And he keeps talking about moving farther into the middle of nowhere if he doesn't get back in the navy. I'm alone ALL the time already and it sucks. My friends are either too busy or make up excuses. And I know I'm lucky my fiancée loves us and works hard but I miss him working days and having date night and time to cuddle together and just talk. We haven't slept together other than a nap here and there since December when we moved back to Ohio and now that he's on nights for the foreseeable future I don't feel like we're ever going to even sleep in the same bed or cuddle ever again😔😔😔😕😤😤