I don't think I've ever felt more confident in a bikini. I use to obsess over my abs being flat enough and my legs being toned enough but Jacob changed that. Now when I see my imperfect body I see the body that carried my boy for 41 weeks and 3 days, the body that pushed out a 9.9 lb baby, the body that has fed him since he was born, the body that functioned so well on such little sleep. Because of all of this, my I perfect body is perfect. I may not be back to my pre-baby bikini body but I've never been happier.