Great! I am fuckin spotting AGAIN! I didn't even do anything but actually go out side and get some…

Great! I am fuckin spotting AGAIN! I didn't even do anything but actually go out side and get some fresh air & done some light cleaning on the camper. I just don't UNDERSTAND! I am ready to just get this over with if its going to happen. These doctors are all bullshit, they expect me to got sit in the ER for 7 hours AGAIN! Wtf is the point of having a doctor? I don't want to wait until I am having heavy bleeding to know if I am going to miscarry or not. I would rather know a head of time so I can expect it! If something happens and I do miscarry AGAIN, I am done! I can't go through this shit again!