I have so much hate inside of me. I can't stop dreaming of that slut that slept with my baby's dad.…

it takes forever to go Away 😢

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I swer it's making me question if I even want to continue being in this relationship bc I feel so much hate in both of them. I love my baby's dad but I'm starting to forget what that was like; bc of all the hatred I feel. @vee_bayybee_

if he cheated once there's a possibility he'll do it again 😕. it's unfortunate he chose to step out on you while pregnant. Does he not understand our emotions run high and we're "CRAZY" lol. My Hubby says pregnant women are all crazy smh. Either way girl keep it together, for yourself and your baby. Maybe once your over the shock that he slept with someone else, your hatred will subside.

I don't think you'll ever forget 😥

I think learning to not resent her is the first step. It was you SO who did that to you not her. It's not easy. But it will bring so much peace to your life.

your right @damandakillion

I agree with @meli2890, I caught my husband texting his best friend about wanting to go after another girl while we were dating and I still haven't forgotten about it. He never did it cuz he got caught and we almost broke up because of it, but 8 years later, we're married and about to have our first baby and it still hurts to think about it. But I chose to forgive him and now I have to act like it never happened. It's all about what you can handle. No one can tell you how to handle your own relationship because everyone deals with things differently. Do what's best for you and your baby. Can you really learn to trust him again, and if you do, you're gna have to not throw it back in his face because it was your choice to move on. That's what you need to figure out.

I did forgive him. it's just difficult to take an image like that out of my mind.