yeah I appreciate it

There are a lot of resources out there for expectant mothers. Try googling some adoption counselors and agencies in your area and they can give you a lot of good information even if you don't go the adoption route. There are also a lot of parent profiles on adoption.com that you could look through if you're curious what type of people are out there - maybe you would feel really great about somebody. Anyway, good luck! It's such a personal choice and is one that you should have complete ownership over.

thanks a lot this is all new to me

Go with what you believe is best for baby and you. In the end you know what's best for both of you guys. Stay strong.

yes everyone is convincing me to keep it but you are right

that's up to you entirely only you can decide what's best for you and your circumstances