Ok so the spotting has stopped again! Now I am having this creamy tanish, pale yellowish discharge?…

Some woman will spot for most of their pregnancy. Everything is okay mama! Long as it's not heavy! Spotting is normal. Try to keep telling yourself that! Is there like an ob you can call? Like my place has a midwife on call 24/7. If so maybe it will ease your mind to call them and explain to them what's going on and ask if they think it's normal or if you should be seen sooner? I'm sure it's just normal spotting though.

I did talk to a nurse yesterday about it and she scheduled me to come in earlier bit its still 5 days away :(

but ik it can be normal but last time I done this I found later that my baby stopped growing. :( @liz41395

I know it's hard mama :( you've already been through so much so it's hard to even have faith in this, but faith and praying have brought you this far and love is almost magical! Don't be afraid to fall in love with this baby. It could work miracles! Keep praying and believing God will bring you through this!

It's the hardest thing to do, to let go and let God have complete control.

I am girl thank you very much. I keep praying over and over like I cant pray enough. @liz41395