Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Well it happens the one thing I was trying to prevent.... my son will be 2 in November. My daughter just turned 4 months last friday... and yesterday my boyfriend and I found out I'm pregnant... according to my lmp I'm 8 weeks and 6 days I go for bloodwork and an ultrasound soon. I'm going to have 3 under 3... my daughter will be 11 months when my new baby is born.... they will be Irish twins lord help me

So this just happened.... Bear is 5 and a half months old... I'm excited but nervous!!!

Which dress is prettier? It's for my 2 month old.

Sooooo Athena has to have the surgery 😥😥😥😥 I've been bawling I'm a mess ! I can't believe this is happening to my poor child ! Why ? What did I do that caused this ? I'm seriously on my knees bawling ! As much as I tried to prepare myself, I wasn't ready to hear those words . In 3 months she will have her cranial surgery & I pray to God she has a easy & speedy recovery ! Please pray for my baby ladies ! She really needs them !