went to my doctor appointment and everything is great but I still haven't had another sono and…

went to my doctor appointment and everything is great but I still haven't had another sono and doctor said he wants to wait till we really need it because right baby is growing super good I just want to see my little man but I wait to wait 3 weeks to see doctor again he will be on vacation so I'll be 36 weeks by then ugh I feel so ugly right now my emotions are so messed up I want to break down