Usually I'm a very positive, outgoing and bubbly person but for the last week I've been so down and…

Usually I'm a very positive, outgoing and bubbly person but for the last week I've been so down and negative. I've been hateful and spiteful to those around me for just no reason. I've been monitoring my thoughts and they are so going in the wrong direction. This is supposed to be a happy time and I've let all my expectations for baby just turn me completely bitter. there were a few issues in my family this week that I've let really get to me too, so that hasn't helped. I think just not knowing when the baby will be here is killing me, plus these crazy hormones and a mixture of the extreme disappointment of other people I'm close to. Today is the day I choose to change my attitude and decide to focus on what's going right instead of what's going wrong. I am just hurting myself here, it's so easy to get wrapped up in our emotions and we sometimes forget that we can choose happiness over misery. Today is going to be a good day! If baby comes, she comes. If she doesn't, oh well. Tomorrow is a new day. Today is the first day of the rest of our lives ladies!!! Let's make the best of it 😊 I know I'm going to.