I am so happy to be a mom even though my eight year old keeps testing me. I such a challenge with…

I am so happy to be a mom even though my eight year old keeps testing me. I such a challenge with him. Sometimes I wonder why is this happening to me. I have tried everything when it comes disciplining him. But he still does not respect me the way he should. I know he loves me but he always wants to talk back instead of just doing what I asked him to do. Then he gets angry when gets in trouble then he wants to apologize. I have a hard time excepting his apologies because it just for the moment then the next day he does it again. Every night is a battle for me to get him to go to bed. He is crying and then the baby is crying I am totally stressed I have no one to talk to.