It's sad I feel like I wanna give up being pregnant because I'm scared of things going wrong,…

It's sad I feel like I wanna give up being pregnant because I'm scared of things going wrong, literally I haven't enjoyed my pregnancy I try but I see posts depressing posts about child deaths in things like that, then me being a first time mom it hurts me a lot.. Like omg why couldn't pregnancy be a guaranteed everything's gonna be alright?! 😞