I'm ready for Gabriella to get here. I really can't stand all this extra weight Iin my body anymore. The diabetes, the swelling of my body, not having sex and my husband not being into me cause I'm huge. I just want to hold my baby in my arms and I want to go for runs and to the gym. Im over this pregnancy.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I wish I could make the baby come faster.. I'm getting big and I want my baby here already and I want my body back so baddd 😫
So how do you Ladies feel about birth control. I'm against it cause I want my body to do what it naturally does. I've faced infertility issues so I'm not for it but my mom feels I should be on it after I have Tyson.

This is gonna be my first, but I want 2. :)
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?