So I been on pins and needles but tomorrow is Monday and Im having surgery Thursday and I have to…

So I been on pins and needles but tomorrow is Monday and Im having surgery Thursday and I have to lay my 20 year old cousin to rest Saturday. I dont want to go cause I will fall into a depression cause his life is over at 20 cause someone failed to stop at a stop sign and didn't notice him on his motorcycle and now he's gone. I've been good about it all weekend but it just hit me Josh won't be around when Matthew comes smh. Please share the road with bike riders its a choice they make to ride but its our responsibility to watch as well.