It just keeps getting worse. Everything feels like the end of the world and I just want to cry all…

It just keeps getting worse. Everything feels like the end of the world and I just want to cry all the time. And my boyfriend doesn't seem anything like himself . My chest feels right and I feel like crying 24/7 ... Pregnancy is supposed to be a happy time but I feel nothing but irrational despair. I just want to curl up and go to sleep for a very long time .