I'm having self esteem issues. I understand that i just had a child but i had made a huge weight…

I'm having self esteem issues. I understand that i just had a child but i had made a huge weight loss accomplishment before my pregnancy...and now my gut is bigger. My husband is possibly getting out of jail soon and i would love to be able to get undressed in front of him without feeling ashamed of myself. I'm so hurt right now and I'm trying not to be upset because logically, i shouldn't be....I just want to feel pretty for my husband for the first time in 9 months when he gets out