really lonely tonight.... day #8 of hospitalized bedrest, and I miss my hubby. He has only been here 3 times, for just a few hours....things just keep coming up that get in the way of him seeing me. We live 35 minutes from the hospital and he works full time. I shouldn't be this upset, but darn it, I miss him!!! it doesn't help that I am bored, hormonal, and confined to bed. :( :( :( :(.:(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
JUST GOT MY PHONE CALL!!! 9am I have to be at the hospital 🙈🙈 baby time girls!!!👶🏼💖💖
I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...

Getting pooped on in the tub #momlife
SN: I was taking pictures of him and I just happened to snap the picture at the same time .