Being a mom is never supposed to be easy, there are challenges daily & you get pushed to you max. One thing I know that is promised is that this little human will love you unconditionally & will never leave your side. Giovanni, you have became my reason to get up everyday. I see your smiling face staring at me when I wake up & I'm over filled with joy and compassion for you my little man. You are a very difficult baby, but mommy wouldn't change you one bit because that's how god made you. Your my angel and you help me become a better everything. Even a better me. Everything I do is for you & your daddy. I knew god always had a plan for me & every pain , heartbreak & every time I suffered it was all part of his plan to give me the strongest heart for you my prince. You and your daddy became every part of my being. I love you my boys. I love you guys beyond measure!!