I never thought I could make someone who is so beautiful and so precious. When I first found out I…

I never thought I could make someone who is so beautiful and so precious. When I first found out I was expecting, I cried not because I was scared, not because I didn't think I was ready, not because I didn't think I could do it but because I was excited. I was happy to be a mom although I was young. As I was carrying him 20 weeks and under, I was terrified that I wouldn't be able to handle birthing him, but as 30 weeks and over came along and the big day finally came I was ready. I was calm. I'll never be able to explain it in words how I felt the day I was induced at 37 weeks 6 days. I was just ready. Although I would have loved if he stayed in longer, I'm happy it was when it was. Today, tomorrow, even after I leave this world, forever, he will always be my world and for that I am truly blessed that I was able to bear and give life to a precious, most beautiful human being I call my son. ❤