ever feel like ur current situation just keeps repeating it's self and you just wanna be happy and…

ever feel like ur current situation just keeps repeating it's self and you just wanna be happy and free n live life how u want but ur scared bc u dnt wanna make another mistake, I'd it turns out to be one, u wanna just move start fresh no one knows u or ur past change ur image n just restart bc if u dnt at least try u wnt be happy? do u ask ur self r u really happy or just pist? but u stay bc u can't do this, bc u have ur lil boy and u wud tare his whole world apart, but if u stay u wnt be happy n just keep dragging ur feet...am I the only one feeling this