I hate seeing people my dad knew... I hope they don't recognize me the entire time they are close by…
I hate seeing people my dad knew... I hope they don't recognize me the entire time they are close by because it kills me to even say his name... the closer it gets to time the more my heart breaks.... all these worthless piece of crap people can walk this earth all day everyday untouched yet my daddy wasn't even here to see his grand babies. he died when I was 8 weeks pregnant with my 1st and when my sister was 36 weeks pregnant with her 1st... it's not fair... and it makes me stay so angry all the time.. on a better note I'm almost 3 cm and 50% effaced.
Autumn·
right there with you my dad passed on Father's day last year in a car accident it's hard
Crissy·
Мама сына (6 лет), беременна (30 нед.)
i feel your pain. my fiance passed away almost a month ago and I'm so mad all the time... kills me he never got to meet his son and he was so happy he would have been the best father ever But all these shitty dudes out here perfectly fine... it's not fair the good ones always get taken too soon
Nicole Matthews·
@sparklymama, I'm sorry :/ yeah its really hard.
@crixxy I'm sorry.. I could imagine that's even worse. and exactly, my dad would of done anything for anyone. all he did his entire life was work his ass off for us... and for what? to be gone 2 weeks before his 1st grandchild was born? makes me wonder wtf is the point in this stupid life when people who are worth a damn are the ones who get hurt and taken yet all these nasty trashy sorry excuses for people get to walk around and do as they please and get everything they want... ever since my dad died I stay angry.. I hate people. it's like I have no feelings anymore.. like it takes alot for me to feel sorry for someone or care about people period. I couldn't imagine had it of been my husband thou....
Crissy·
Мама сына (6 лет), беременна (30 нед.)
its so hard. it really is. he was the only person i had In my life who cared about me. Ive never had a family mine was shitty and put me through hell and i finally found a decent guy and we were starting a family and now he's gone so i just feel so angry at ppl all the time... i always feel like nobody deserves to be here if my Fiance cant be here anymore...
Bianca·
Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (39 нед.)
Understandable, I lost both of my parents before my first was born. It's hard not to be angry and eventually you'll let go of the anger, it just takes time. I'm so sorry for your loss. Yours also @crixxy I hope you both can find some kind of peace ❤️
Nicole Matthews·
@crixxy, I understand. I hope one day you find that again.
Nicole Matthews·
@bianca_rose, thank you dear