I'm so ready to give up. 2 years of trying and 2 miscarriages. The stress is eating me alive.…

I'm so ready to give up. 2 years of trying and 2 miscarriages. The stress is eating me alive. Between me wanting a baby more than anything in the world and my husband constantly in my ear wanting me to take a test when I know I don't need too because I'm SICK of seeing the stupid negative, and all Dr appt, emotions, and ttc in between... It's getting to be way too much and I'm beginning to get overwhelmed, emotional, and tired. Relaxing is easier said than done. It's not easy to just not think about it. All of these kids are just having babies by accident and can't raise them like they want too and I'm over here actually trying and can give my child anything and everything and in the end, I'm the one getting nothing.