sometimes I don't even feel married. I would never cheat but I feel like a single parent. he is a…

sometimes I don't even feel married. I would never cheat but I feel like a single parent. he is a trucker so I hardly see him. I would like one meal Thts not a tv dinner or a meal that's not cold or burnt. I would like to be able to use the bathroom in peace.... but I guess being a married mother is supposed to feel like this. I'm seeping back to a black hole again.