I love my husband I really do, but the way I'm feeling a lot lately it's just sad, I'm tired of…

I love my husband I really do, but the way I'm feeling a lot lately it's just sad, I'm tired of feeling alone, feeling insecure and useless. He is so immature , he still is a kid... When he gets home from work he goes straight to the barn and smokes , stays out there for hours... He comes in try's to have sex than he goes to sleep... When he gets up he plays xbox sometimes than goes straight back to the barn and or plays outside riding other kids dirtbikes... He looked at me yesterday and said he wanted a dirt bike.... Like can you make me a priority and make this soon to be baby a priority.. Show me some attention and affection, take me places... Post about me on Facebook... Anything to make me smile please!! This is some wishful thinking, I love him I do, but at this point I just want to break everything and scream and shout and everything, but I don't because of my baby! I'm trying so so hard not to be stressed and depressed, everyday it's the same thing, I try to tell him I feel about everything and he just turns everything around and he don't want to listen or do right for nothing! I have no friends to go off with, I don't even ask my husband for anything no more because he bitches.. But when he wants something he gets it, all I'm asking is get your priorities in order and do for me as your wife and your soon to be daughter is that too much to ask for 😤😢😢😾