I'm going to be a mom of twins in 9 days! 😳 I still can't believe it. I hate to say this because I…

I'm going to be a mom of twins in 9 days! 😳 I still can't believe it. I hate to say this because I feel like it sounds horrible but I don't think I'll actually connect with the babies until I hold them. It still doesn't feel real. I mean I feel them moving and kicking I see the ultrasounds I hear their heart beats but it just doesn't seem like it's really going to happen. I'm such a pessimist. But I know as soon as I seem them and hold them it will all be different. I can't wait to be a mom. I can't wait to have my babies. I'm just weird I guess.