pissed. my mom just jumped down my throat because I made the decision not to go on birth control for…

pissed. my mom just jumped down my throat because I made the decision not to go on birth control for mental health reasons, as it usually messes with my depression severely. she starts lecturing me about sex and all this bullshit....like i haven't have sex in damn near 9 months, shut the fuck up about it. my husband will most likely not be out of jail for another month or so, so sex isn't an option anyway. why put myself at risk when I'm already depressed about my dad committing suicide and at risk for post partum depression? fuck outta here. I hate her so much sometimes. I told her to take a leaf out of my dad's book and stop and listen before she fucking starts yelling at me.

then she starts in on kayloni being autistic and putting me down, saying she doesn't know how I'll do it. she's overwhelmed because she has shingles, i get it, but she's not having her stomach sliced open again....she's not going to be there for me again. it is what it is