wish people understood. understood that i really dont feel good. that i really am in alot of pain.…

wish people understood. understood that i really dont feel good. that i really am in alot of pain. im not making it cause i wanna go home and be lazy. thats far from it. my hips hurt. my back hurts. im light headed. im shaky. im exhausted. trust me. i finally got the car today i would rather be out then laying in bed crying. june needs to hurry and get here. i cant do this anymore. sick of hurting. and sick of people thinking im lazy. ugh!! sorry for the rant. i try talking to my husband cause its his family that makes me feel this way.. he just laugh and says im over thinking everything. he dont no tho. hes always at work