About to open this bottle of sweet red wine. My Mom and I don't have a good relationship and about 2…

About to open this bottle of sweet red wine. My Mom and I don't have a good relationship and about 2 weeks she told me I don't love her or myself because I told her I don't feel like she's my Mom. Well anyway I'm constantly being the bigger person. I let her come over to see the baby and she fell in love. She keeps asking me if she can keep her over the weekend. I think it's so selfish because she's 4 weeks old. I don't want her going anywhere. She finally came over here to see her. I keep praying for guidance and it's like God keeps saying to step away because it's holding me back from greatness and I know it is. Anyhoo, I just needed to type and get it out. By back hurts...