Laying here with the baby and was just overcome with emotion looking at his face and into his…

Laying here with the baby and was just overcome with emotion looking at his face and into his innocent, beautiful eyes. Only God can understand how much I love him, how badly I wanted him, and how thankful I am to have him. I can't shake the fear that something could happen to him at any time...SIDS scares the crap out of me...I don't know what I would ever do if something happened to my beautiful baby 😢😢 Thank you God for my perfect gift, I will hold him so close forever!