ive been struggling with depression for the longest time, since I found out I was pregnant ive been…

ive been struggling with depression for the longest time, since I found out I was pregnant ive been good until now. I woke up this morning so sad crying my eyes out and i don't know what to do. I dont want to do anything. I just wanna lay in bed and just be sad all day. at this moment the things I use to cope with depression I cant because I want to make sure I have a safe a healthy delivery but im struggling right now... everytime I feel isabella kick it makes me even more sad bc I feel so selfish. I have no one to talk to and I just feel so alone :'(