I snoop on his iPad to find he's been searching women on cragslist... this breaks my heart..

im so sorry girl:/ id kill his ass

I snooped and he was cheating. I know your pain and I'm sorry

dammmnnn

Men are idiots

Try not to get yourself to upset. Just remember that once you drop your baby. it's on

Yes, men are idiots!! ^^

@lovelymommylumps, yes it definitely will be.. he calls me crazy... but everytime I've gone through his shit I've found shit!!! he thinks I can't trust him... obviously I can mf!!!

can't *

omg right! @kasieerin and then they want to accuse you and be all uptight because of their guilty conscience. then wonder why we question every move. don't give me a reason to

@first_time_momma_to_be, nope I'll roast his ass in front of everybody... wants to make me look like a fool he'll be the fool

@averysmom8_3_16, exactly... I want to break the damn thing so bad!! no wonder he won't marry me.. no fucking wonder!!!

lol right! after I caught mine cheating he found one convo (not about sex like his were) between me and an old friend and ran with it and now says the baby might not be his, he wants DNA done, etc. I'm just so done with the whole thing.

@first_time_momma_to_be, he cheated on me a year ago I gave him the benefit of the doubt.. I even told him I shoulda left when I found out.. and he was all sorry and what not... I was a cunt to him and he took it.. he knows he's a piece of shit I just think he doesn't care... wow be the man you'd want our daughter to date!!

@averysmom8_3_16, he knows my baby is his he's told me he wants to be in her life Yada Yada... well mf straighten your shit the hell up before you won't be in my life!!! I don't have the heart to keep our baby from him.. but that doesn't mean he has to be shit to me!!

@first_time_momma_to_be, probably!! I can't leave right now though... I have literally nothing to my name... I'm waiting till after baby gets here and settled before I get a job.

then I'll probably secretly save up to leave... which is horrible but it's my only option..

that's the point im at. I would never keep my son from him but you don't have to be an ass to me. and now he wants to buy everything separately so he can have receipts "just in case", mind you I bought all the big stuff except the crib, and also he can't even keep up with his important papers now! I'm just like well you better have everything he needs and I mean everything and it better be good quality and up to the safety standards. the only thing he should need from me is milk cause I wanna breastfeed. I could never hurt my son by keeping him a part from his dad but that man has got to learn some how that he doesn't run shit over here and he won't be getting his way with me! like he wants me but doesn't want to commit to a relationship with me. but doesn't want other men around me either. that's not how this works!

@averysmom8_3_16, no its not.. I know the thought of me leaving scares him to death.. but why would you need to search for other women seriously!? I understand porn.. but interactions with women is a different story... he's pathetic and I've told him that!! he's about to have a rude awakening

@first_time_momma_to_be, I've thought about it in the past... this isn't the first time... but we were doing so good and now it's just complete shit... I can confront him about it or I can sit quietly and up and leave when I'm stable..