Been up since 1:00am can't sleep. I'm on so much pain😫 I don't wanna go to L&D cuz I k ow they will say everything is normal. I'm not having contractions too often. I just hurt. My belly hurts, my back hurts, my shoulders & legs. Also have so much pressure I just wanna cry. My hubby just left for work since I can't sleep I ate & now time for a hot bath hopefully that'll help. I'll just drink a warm cup of tea & Tylenol afterwords. ☹️ I can't wait for this to be over. I love my babies so much & want them healthy but even their movements hurt now😩😖😭 I can't stop whining lol sorry 😒

I'm done. The pain hurts so bad- I can't sleep, but not consistent enough to go in....
I just wanna cry

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say noth...

I'm looking through my photos and I found one of my SO and I. I'm now thinking about how obsessed with him I am. I wanna see you and your man! Go! 😊