I hate my hormones messing with my head all the time. I'm usually so calm and can take what is…

I hate my hormones messing with my head all the time. I'm usually so calm and can take what is thrown at me. Not anymore. My step daughter wanting to be with anyone but me makes me cringe and get annoyed with her, even though I know it's her mother pushing an attitude about me all the time. My SO going to bed early makes me lonely, much less when he actually goes somewhere or games with other people but doesn't want to with me all the time. I can't control my depressive outbreaks or the PTSD flashes now. (I was just starting to learn how before I got pregnant, but now it's so much worse.) I cant stand being alone without get antsy and paranoid. I keep having dreams of my roommate destroying everything just because she is the one that annoys me the most. I can't keep going like this, much less if I keep getting worse. IDK how I'm going to make it to full term, much less past it. I'm only 32 weeks and already falling apart.