To the people who are praying and the one special amazing person who texted me from this site I love…

To the people who are praying and the one special amazing person who texted me from this site I love you all I've had a really tough time today because my mom and I are falling out she's 1500 miles away and having major surgery Friday I'm scared of losing her completely just as I sit and talk I feel my body tensing up like my fight or flight response is going off my mom wasn't the best mom y'all she's put men before me and had even tried to kill me and she's told me that she has but at the end of the day I think her cause she didn't walk out like my dads did I'm going night night I took some pms to level me out and put me to sleep Drs app in the morning hearing my little mans heart will definitely help hopefully I can go home to North Carolina soon and see my mom goodnight y'all