Hey y'all, I need advice. So, before I got pregnant, my plan was to join the military. Well ... Now…

Hey y'all, I need advice. So, before I got pregnant, my plan was to join the military. Well ... Now that I have my son, I still want to, but the thought of leaving my son for so long ... Scares me. I feel worthless not being apart of something, and Iv always wanted to have the experience to wear the uniform. Idk what to do!!!