depressed. if my dad were alive and had found out I was going to be alone to deliver my son due to…

depressed. if my dad were alive and had found out I was going to be alone to deliver my son due to my mom having shingles, he would have been on the next flight to pa in a heartbeat. half tempted to text my stepmom and tell her how afraid I am of this c section. the consult didn't really help me ease my anxiety.