lately I've been feeling less and less attractive to my husband..or attractive in general.. I bought…

lately I've been feeling less and less attractive to my husband..or attractive in general.. I bought 30$ wroth of makeup and my husband got me more on mothers day but have yet to use any of it..I have a hard time dealing with everything bc our daughter is gonna be here in 7weeks..there's not gonna be much time for anything after that..plus the 6weeks of no sex after birth..trying to explain myself to him, is harder than ever..I cry..I can't get my words out half the time and I think the worst of the worst when he turns me down, even though I know it's nothing to do with how I look to him or anything..I just don't want grow apart from him, so far, that our marriage is no longer existent..ugh hate these hormones so much....