I honestly have been sitting here for the past 15 minutes just staring at my baby boy and singing…

I honestly have been sitting here for the past 15 minutes just staring at my baby boy and singing him to sleep as I cuddle him next to me. I found myself bursting into tears a few minutes in. I just can't believe that God would bless me with such a perfect child. I feel like he's so much more than I could ever be, and as if I'm not worthy. He is such a blessing! I don't know where my life would be without him in it. All the things that went wrong throughout my pregnancy, all the times he might not have made it...the simple fact that doctors told me he would never be possible...my own mother throwing remarks at me about how I would never make it to the finish line with him, that I better get used to him not being born and that Id probably miscarry....but he's here. It's overwhelming how blessed I am. I love this baby more than I ever could have imagined!