After waiting an hour they call me and tell me that the doctor had to go to an emergency C-section and the midwife had to go into a delivery so I had to reschedule my appointment.. So pissed off at the simple fact I held off going to the hospital last night just to see my damn doc and this happens. FML 😡
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I wish i had a friend to go with me to the tattoo studio later
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Really wish I had a friend or 2 to go with. Hopefully my boyfriend is off work so he can come with me at least.
Hate it when people who have had babies say 'good luck going through labour without an epidural' we all handle it different, so I could go through it with just gas and air, pisses me off!!
