So Mother's Day is extremely hard for me, as I lost my mom very suddenly when I was 10. I struggle…

So Mother's Day is extremely hard for me, as I lost my mom very suddenly when I was 10. I struggle every year to remain in good spirits, but this year I tried even harder as my emotions now effect my little one inside of me. I allowed myself to break down once yesterday, as I just couldn't hold it in any longer.. And when I thought she would quit moving for a while my baby girl knew exactly what mommy needed. She kicked constantly letting me know that she is there and everything is going to be okay. While I'm forever grateful that my mom is no longer suffering here on earth, I struggle with the fact that she will not get to be with me during the birth of my baby girl, she will not get to have a hand in helping her grow up and my baby girl will never get to meet the most amazing woman I have ever known. I pray that I can become half the mother my mom was to my brothers and I. There is no doubt that my baby girl will know who her grandmother is because she will hear about her everyday! ❤️