I remember my doctors telling me i can never have children. I remeber looking at the pregnancy test…

I remember my doctors telling me i can never have children.

I remeber looking at the pregnancy test and almost passing out thinking i was gonna misscarry.

& Now I'm seeing my son stick his little feet out at me and it's a humbling feelings. I'm so thankful god has blessed me with an amazing boyfriend and an even more amazing healthy baby. Just a few more months until i can hold you, Joel. I'm counting the days.