I got married in December 2015, no wedding due to his family's issues with me so we canceled the…

I got married in December 2015, no wedding due to his family's issues with me so we canceled the event 2 months before it happened. Now I'm wishing I had it.. They still suck and I stay away from them but would it be wrong to have one after the babies born? Even if I don't invite them. I feel like I deserve a wedding still.. I know I'll look back and regret it.