I asked the weekend to go really really SLOW today is my last day being at home after being off of…

I asked the weekend to go really really SLOW today is my last day being at home after being off of work for two months. I miss my job but I love my son more and wish I cloud stay at home with him. he will be staying with family, 10mins away from my job. I have an office job and mainly our work is independent throughout the week.

I am a bit frustrated because, my family has clothes for him at their house but it seems like they will try to find a way to change the baby and put him in one of his outfits, from their house. like his clothes isn't good enough at home. maybe this is a phase they are going through since it has been a while since there has been a newborn around. sigh. I cannot express enough about safe sleeping . SIDS is the #1 cause of death for infants and and newborn babies. he has a bassinet over there. once he's bigger I will get a pack and play to replace the bassinet. I plan to go over today and have a chat with them again . If I can't get respect of the safety and comfort for my child and myself . I will have to use daycare.

I wish my father was a cleaner person I would let him watch the baby a few days a week. 😕.