Trying so hard to be strong but all I wanna do is cry .! Like I have so many emotions right now & trying to be tough at work .! I jst wanna go home & jst be in my room .! I deleted my fb so he won't try and message me I blocked his number and his moms .!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
so I want to have an at home birth so bad! my last baby was born vaginally with no complications, so I wanna tty it at home this time. the thing is, they don't do that around here. I wanna have a midwife present in case something goes wrong and I wanna know when and if I need to go to a hospital. now.. I live literally 1 min away from one. is it a bad idea to try it on my own? keep check of my own vitals, ect. ?
What do you mommies think about smoking pot or eating edibles while pregnant/ breast feeding ? Is it bad ?? I wanna try smoking for my nausea and to help me sleep but im not so sure
so i txted my bd an told him i might wanna move the shower to the park instead of his sisters house because of our arguement an he ignored me so now i will ignore him an not tell him when the baby actually comes. am i wrong??
