I definitely can't sleep. This is my first pregnancy and I am almost 9 weeks. I wish time would…

I definitely can't sleep. This is my first pregnancy and I am almost 9 weeks. I wish time would hurry up. I am thinking of inventing a time machine to go forward. Many mothers say that time goes by fast but time goes slow motion for me. I am moody as heck! The rage!!! All the movies I used to be sappy over doesn't have any effect on me anymore and horror movies don't scare me. How did my mom do it with 7 kids, my grandmom with 13 kids and my great great grandmother with 19 kids (in the 1800s) and no meds??? I am complaining with being pregnant with one...let me shut up and go to sleep LOL.