VENT: i have went through my whole pregnancy by myself and it make me so upset because how do you…

VENT: i have went through my whole pregnancy by myself and it make me so upset because how do you suppose to be in a relationship but the person is never there it tears me up so much cause im down to my last three months and i already know deep down im going to be a single mother like i have been my other three kids. crazy how i could think things could be different. ita just too much stuff going on i just want to cry..... i really do hate my child's father